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When a reason doesn't make any sense

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Sometime we don't need a reason to do such a thing.. Sometime we don't have to think what we had done before.. Sometime a reason is a joke.. A joke that doesn't make any sense to me... I'm not fooling my self.. I just won't telling a lie.. I'ts little bit complicated when you don't have any reason to sacrifice everything in your life to save someone, to keep that someone always be by your side, to make that someone notice what's your reason is thought you don't know exactly how to say it.. You don't have any reason for it.. You wouldn't think twice to do something crazy for it.. Cuz falling in love doesn't have any reason.. Just go for it.. Don't ever look back what you left behind.. Don't ever think a reasonfor it, becuse it doesn't make any sense at all..

My Little Girl

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My little girl... A little girl with a shiny face that make my heart warm.. Every time she smile to me.. I feel like I'm the most luckiest guy ever.. Though it just a simple smile.. But for me it's a special smile ever.. My little girl with her simple word.. A simple word that make me stronger than ever.. A simple word that make me happier than before.. A simple word of love that make me love her more.. I wish that I could be your side forever.. Walk along together till the end of time.. Paint another smile on your face.. And make the most beautiful memories ever together.. You and me.. Side by side..

Lonely Night

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Tonight I sit here.. Alone on my rooftops.. Just looking at the sky... Looking at nothing... Looking at the emptiness without you here by my side.. There's no stars nor the moon.. The only thing I see is darkness.. While staring at the sky.. I'm wondering what are you doing there? Are you all right there?? Are you thinking of me like I do?? Are you staring at the same sky tonight?? As the wind blow... I'm whispering to them how much I need you right now.. I miss you my little girl..

The Most Special Gift Ever

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I.m truly pleased to know you.. I'm truly happy to meet you.. I'm truly blessed to be with you.. I don't know what's going on in my mind when you were not here.. It feels so long though it just a second.. It feels so empty though it was a crowd.. I don't even know why I feel so happy when you were around me.. You always make me smile with your simple word.. You are the light that burn inside me and make me realize how lucky I am to know you.. I'm proud of you.. I'm proud of you as you are.. I'm so lucky to know you.. I'm so happy to meet you.. I'm blessed to be with you.. You are the most special gift ever..

I Only Wanna Make You Smile

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I wanna spent all my day just to stay close with you.. I don't care another people will say.. I don't care anymore about the world around me.. I wanna singing you to sleep every night.. And whisper "have a sweet dream" in your ear.. I wanna do anything just for a smile on your smile.. A simple smile that brighten my day.. A simple smile that could make my heart melted.. A simple smile that make me feel so lucky.. A simple smile that make me love you.. Please smile for me.. Smile for me from the deepest part of your heart.. Smile for me just to show me that you love me too..

Beautiful Memories

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When I remember all the past times that we had together.. I don't know why but I could remember it clearly.. Is it because we are in love??.. Or it just my own feeling to you.. All of that memories always make me smile.. Make my day brighter than ever.. It just like a sparkling diamond that left behind.. If we turn back and look at it.. It will shining and make our heart warm.. As warm as when you held my hand and tell me that you love me.. I wanna show you another dream.. A beautiful dream that full of laugh and smile.. A never ending story that will always be kept inside our heart.. Let's shining one more time.. I don't care what might happened tomorrow.. I don't care what kind of future ahead.. Let's stay side by side and make the unforgettable at present..

I Just Wanna Feel This Way

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I don't need anyone else to see my pain.. And I don't even think that there's someone who can see and take care of my pain.. Let me keep this broken heart and bury it in my own funeral.. I don't need anyone else to keep me company.. I'm already on my own for a long time.. But.. When you come to my life.. I don't know how you can see right through me and understand how much I felt.. I don't know how you care about me though I'm a stranger.. You make me feel that this world is not as dark as I thought.. You had opened the curtain of my heart and open up the doors of my heart so I can feel how beautiful the life is.. I don't know how you make me feel this way.. The only thing I know is.. I wanna stay like this forever till the end of time.. Just you and me.. Till the end of time.. Forever..

You Gave Me Something to Believe in

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I thought I was the only one in this world before you came to my life..... I thought there's no future for me...... My vision is already burn.. I've got to be blind for a long time till you came.. Your simple word broke the wall of my own isolation room... You've got my eyes open... When there's no hope.. You come to me and lighten my shoulder by your wisdom that teach me how to survive... When there's a pain in my heart.. You catch my tears and give me a new beginning .. Don't you ever go from my side.. Please stay here... Stay by my side and keep my eyes open... Stay here and let's make a new story with me... A new story that doesn't have a beginning and doesn't have an ends... Be my guardian angel and make me believe that I'm not lonely anymore...

Lonely Moon

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When I look up at the sky tonight... I saw a pale moon... There's no stars around it... There's no even a company to decorate the sky... There's only a gray sky.. A gray sky of sadness.. That bring that moon a loneliness.. Make that moon looked so pale.. That moon was crying.... Crying... while waiting for the moon fairy that never come... While waiting for the stars that would not come that night... While waiting for the sun to rise again and washed away his misery... It just like me.. A lonely boy without a company... A lonely boy without a faith to hold on.. Without someone else to share... I wish you were here tonight... And let me know how you feel.. Let me taste your pain, misery, and your sickness.. And I'll give you a smile.. and tried to make you shining one more time... I"m nothing without you... I'm just like a lonely moon... Looked so pale and miserable without you by my side....

I Don't Belong Here

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I don't belong here... My body and soul doesn't worth anymore in this world... My body doesn't strong enough to fight against this world... My mind doesn't sharp enough to break down this though.. Let me say this for the last time... Let me say this word for the one that I care about the most in this world... Let me say.. "My heart will always be belong to you though I'm gone... My mind will always be thinking of you though you don't... Let me sacrifice this sacred life for you... Please letting go my body and soul... Release the chain of your love from my heart.. Release all the beautiful memories and all the miseries.. Please pour this poison whine and lets cheers for the last time.." If my time has come... Don't try to ask me one more time to say goodbye.. Because I won't say it to you.. I hope you'll remember the way how is my feeling to you... I hope you'll be mine if we were reborn... And I hope our soul will always be together in...

My Last Wishes

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I want to pray to the God before I finish my story... I want to whisper to the wind before I reach the end of the road... Let me breath for the last time and please put this final memory into my coffin.... I know I'm not the only one for you.. But I want you to notice that you are the last one for me.. I don't wanna forget all the memories that we ever had.. I just wanna recall all the time when we are together.. I wish that I could turn back the time... I wish that we had much more longer time together... And I wish that you will always remember me in your heart, mind and soul... Please don't ever say goodbye..... Please don't ever say sorry to me... Please don't waste your tears for me... I'm not going to die.. I'm just wanna take a rest for along time... Take a rest in the depth of the abyss while letting my heart and soul frozen...

I just Wanna Love You but I'm the Onlyone to Blame

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I'm just a boy... I'm not perfect.. I've made by mistake.. I'm the fool... I'm just too selfish... But i want you to know that I'm never meant to hurt your heart... I'm just wanna loving you from the deepest part of my heart.. I'm just wanna taking care of you forever by murmuring a simple and sweet word called love.. Please forgive me.. Forgive me for all the things that I've done to you.. Forgive me for every moment that I waste by hurt your heart... What can I do to make you shining one more time?? What can I do to paint a smile on your face again?? I'll do everything that you want just to be forgiven by you.. This world doesn't mean anything for me but you... This life doesn't worth anymore without you by my side.. Every second that I wasted with you is every blessing that I got from the above.. Every smile that you showed to me is every meaning of life that I earned from you... Please forgive me... I just wanna love you... I'm ju...

Die Romantic

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I'm never felt so broken like just now... I feel so disappointed ... My love that I proud of betrayed me... The darkness devoured the light inside my heart.. Filled my heart with a loneliness... A loneliness that made my heart so cold... Let my heart and soul frozen for a while.... Let me rest for a while... Let me sleep and don't ever wake me up till the end of the days... I just wanna be alone in my own asylum.. I just wanna sleep inside my coffin... Don't try to ask me why.... Just let me die here in my own heart funeral... Let me die... Die Romantic....

The Line Between Love and Hate

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It started from the beginning... There's no dead end for this road... The road of this misery, that full of tears and scream.. With the melody of the rain I hope you will notice that I love you from the bottom of my heart.. I love you from the deepest part of my heart.. I won't miss this feeling.. I won't let this love turn to hate.. Please call me if you need me.. Please let me prove how much I will take care of you.. Let me know your pain and misery and let me heal it at once.. My heart will always be belong to you though you are not mine.. My soul is on your palm of your hand thought I'm not your only one.. Don't let this love turn into hate... Please let me admiring you and don't running away from me.. Let me keep this feeling and make it become the most beautiful rhythm of my life...