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When I look up at the sky tonight... I saw a pale moon... There's no stars around it... There's no even a company to decorate the sky... There's only a gray sky.. A gray sky of sadness.. That bring that moon a loneliness.. Make that moon looked so pale.. That moon was crying.... Crying... while waiting for the moon fairy that never come... While waiting for the stars that would not come that night... While waiting for the sun to rise again and washed away his misery... It just like me.. A lonely boy without a company... A lonely boy without a faith to hold on.. Without someone else to share... I wish you were here tonight... And let me know how you feel.. Let me taste your pain, misery, and your sickness.. And I'll give you a smile.. and tried to make you shining one more time... I"m nothing without you... I'm just like a lonely moon... Looked so pale and miserable without you by my side....

I don't belong here... My body and soul doesn't worth anymore in this world... My body doesn't strong enough to fight against this world... My mind doesn't sharp enough to break down this though.. Let me say this for the last time... Let me say this word for the one that I care about the most in this world... Let me say.. "My heart will always be belong to you though I'm gone... My mind will always be thinking of you though you don't... Let me sacrifice this sacred life for you... Please letting go my body and soul... Release the chain of your love from my heart.. Release all the beautiful memories and all the miseries.. Please pour this poison whine and lets cheers for the last time.." If my time has come... Don't try to ask me one more time to say goodbye.. Because I won't say it to you.. I hope you'll remember the way how is my feeling to you... I hope you'll be mine if we were reborn... And I hope our soul will always be together in...

I want to pray to the God before I finish my story... I want to whisper to the wind before I reach the end of the road... Let me breath for the last time and please put this final memory into my coffin.... I know I'm not the only one for you.. But I want you to notice that you are the last one for me.. I don't wanna forget all the memories that we ever had.. I just wanna recall all the time when we are together.. I wish that I could turn back the time... I wish that we had much more longer time together... And I wish that you will always remember me in your heart, mind and soul... Please don't ever say goodbye..... Please don't ever say sorry to me... Please don't waste your tears for me... I'm not going to die.. I'm just wanna take a rest for along time... Take a rest in the depth of the abyss while letting my heart and soul frozen...

I'm just a boy... I'm not perfect.. I've made by mistake.. I'm the fool... I'm just too selfish... But i want you to know that I'm never meant to hurt your heart... I'm just wanna loving you from the deepest part of my heart.. I'm just wanna taking care of you forever by murmuring a simple and sweet word called love.. Please forgive me.. Forgive me for all the things that I've done to you.. Forgive me for every moment that I waste by hurt your heart... What can I do to make you shining one more time?? What can I do to paint a smile on your face again?? I'll do everything that you want just to be forgiven by you.. This world doesn't mean anything for me but you... This life doesn't worth anymore without you by my side.. Every second that I wasted with you is every blessing that I got from the above.. Every smile that you showed to me is every meaning of life that I earned from you... Please forgive me... I just wanna love you... I'm ju...

I'm never felt so broken like just now... I feel so disappointed ... My love that I proud of betrayed me... The darkness devoured the light inside my heart.. Filled my heart with a loneliness... A loneliness that made my heart so cold... Let my heart and soul frozen for a while.... Let me rest for a while... Let me sleep and don't ever wake me up till the end of the days... I just wanna be alone in my own asylum.. I just wanna sleep inside my coffin... Don't try to ask me why.... Just let me die here in my own heart funeral... Let me die... Die Romantic....

It started from the beginning... There's no dead end for this road... The road of this misery, that full of tears and scream.. With the melody of the rain I hope you will notice that I love you from the bottom of my heart.. I love you from the deepest part of my heart.. I won't miss this feeling.. I won't let this love turn to hate.. Please call me if you need me.. Please let me prove how much I will take care of you.. Let me know your pain and misery and let me heal it at once.. My heart will always be belong to you though you are not mine.. My soul is on your palm of your hand thought I'm not your only one.. Don't let this love turn into hate... Please let me admiring you and don't running away from me.. Let me keep this feeling and make it become the most beautiful rhythm of my life...