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When it rain... I wish nobody could see my tears when falling on my cheek. When it rain... I wish the thunder would hush my scream when this pain overwhealming my heart. Let me satnding here alone. Alone in the rain while waiting for someone whose bring me an umbrella. Someone who could help me through the day Someone who could fix this broken heart.

As I staring to the sky every night I'm wondering.. How I supposed to do? How I supposed to know? All those question keep spinning on my head and keeping me awake every night You got me blinded You got me addicted to you so bad You are my medicine You are the air that fill my lung You are the reason for me to breathe I need to know everything inside your heart Even though it hurt or not All I need is your honesty more than everything This loneliness is killing me I must confess that I still believe that you will be here and give me a sign Without you I'm loosing my mind Cuz I need you to tell me truth

There's a story.. A story of you and me.. A story that started with laugh but ended with tears.. There's a story of laugh and tears.. A story of a street that we walked together side by side.. Now it was a story that left behind.. A story that left untold.. Let it die as the time goes by.. Let it slip away as we waste the time.. I don't wanna look back for what we've done and why we are here.. Every words that you told me slowly fade away.. Let's write a new page.. Life must go on..

Day after day is just like an old days.. the same old days, the same ways.. Nothing ever change... It just like a never ending same dream.. A same life that I stucked on it.. Then it's time to take a chance.. A chance to break this fucking chain that trembled me.. A chain of this life that never let me go from this shit.. So let me spread my wings once again... just like a phoenix that risen up from it's ashes.. I will move forward faster than ever to unknown future with my wings on my heart.. My prayer, my dreams... Let me hold all them and show the world that I'm not the same.. I'm not the same person.. I'm a reborn.. A new life with that try to fly away with it's wings.. I will never let someone on my way and stop me.. I'm free.. I'm a wandering soul that try to find a place called freedom.. A place where i could find my final destination.. A place where everyone will look at me as I am..

Sometime we don't need a reason to do such a thing.. Sometime we don't have to think what we had done before.. Sometime a reason is a joke.. A joke that doesn't make any sense to me... I'm not fooling my self.. I just won't telling a lie.. I'ts little bit complicated when you don't have any reason to sacrifice everything in your life to save someone, to keep that someone always be by your side, to make that someone notice what's your reason is thought you don't know exactly how to say it.. You don't have any reason for it.. You wouldn't think twice to do something crazy for it.. Cuz falling in love doesn't have any reason.. Just go for it.. Don't ever look back what you left behind.. Don't ever think a reasonfor it, becuse it doesn't make any sense at all..

My little girl... A little girl with a shiny face that make my heart warm.. Every time she smile to me.. I feel like I'm the most luckiest guy ever.. Though it just a simple smile.. But for me it's a special smile ever.. My little girl with her simple word.. A simple word that make me stronger than ever.. A simple word that make me happier than before.. A simple word of love that make me love her more.. I wish that I could be your side forever.. Walk along together till the end of time.. Paint another smile on your face.. And make the most beautiful memories ever together.. You and me.. Side by side..